When we first spoke, honestly, I forgot everything around me.... all my concentration was on you...only you.... then we parted.... felt very normal initially... later, it kicked in.... never felt like this before... I was missing you a lot...... why??? You are just another girl I met, why am i missing you so madly???? I thought to myself... Can this be it???? Is she the one??? Am I... in Love??? NO!!!! I didn't want any sort of that coming into my life now, there are much more important things for me to focus on... but... i couldn't... she kept on coming in my dream, like an angel of love, showering me nothing but pure love.... It was beautiful.....
I saw you again, this time, God was very kind, we both chatted for hours non stop.... loved every minute of it..... then... you poured out your sorrows.. and I gave my shoulders for you to cry on and console you... it was one of the best time i had in my life..... being able to be by your side when you are down.... and you... understood how i felt for you.......
Then the day came, i decided to confess my true feelings to you..... you called,, and i poured it out... you wondered why, i said its because you are simply, caring , humble and beautiful.. you denied it and wanted time... I gave you time.... you took it and accepted me... You had no idea how i felt.. out of the world..... then, it was all beautiful.... even those moments of us trying to understand, adjust to each other, it was a process of my love going deeper and deeper on you... in the end, I was completely into you... Gosh.... it was deep and full of LOVE.......... I thought to myself.. it is confirmed, if I'm going to have someone sharing my ups and downs in my life, it would be you.. and you did..... for 365 days......
Then, it all changed, why?Why did it change?? People say, the mistake I did was I loved you so sincerely ...... Dint I poured so much of love to you? Why?......... Even till today, I have not got an answer for it... its really painful, feel like my life is gone forever.... I loved you so much..... so so so much!!!! I did what I only can do the the person I love.... is it wrong? I don't know.... Even today, my friends at times scold me.. why do you bother thinking about the person who has hurt you so much.. you... I'm not thinking of you actually... but the character you created for me... even though it was a lie.. it loved me so much and poured so much of beautiful memories and love that I cant forget..... but I'm not waiting for you... I am leading a happy life with all my loved ones... but.... I want you to know... that you.... have lost something really precious.. and trust me.... you will never get it from anyone else..that I guarantee... Because sincere love is hard to attain... and you took it for granted and threw it away without realising how precious it is.... One day you will go through what i went through.... what goes around comes around.....and at that time...think.....
JUST THINK....
